Hey friend,
So here it is—my first blog entry.
Just so you know, this isn’t gonna be like a diary. This is more about my thoughts on things in the world, the way the world is going, relationships—whether it’s between a man and a woman, me and my daughter, my daughter and her son, me and my mom. You know. This time, it’s gonna be about you getting to know me, Camille Moore, and what’s on my mind. You might not agree with me sometimes, and that’s okay. I know I’m gonna rub a lot of people the wrong way when they comment—but hey, that’s called life. And again, this is just my opinion.
I’ll talk about a lot of things: what I’m doing in my life, what I’m going through, what I’m seeing and experiencing. And I’d love your feedback—your real opinion, just without all the fighting. We can all agree to disagree, right?
So this is my first entry, my first conversation. And I think I want to start with relationships.
I have this book I wrote called Relationship Decoder, and right now I’m trying it out in my situationship. I’m not really saying we’re together, but I’m not saying we’re not together either. We’re doing things together, so I’m taking the steps from my own book and doing it in real life. And guess what? It’s actually working.
I’m gonna keep trying and see how far we go before—or if—it ends. But I’m praying to God it doesn’t. I’m happy, but I’m also learning that nothing’s perfect. You’re gonna have some bad times, and I’m having to teach myself that.
See, I used to be so on it—to the point where if I argued with somebody, I’d get angry or upset and think it was all over. And I know now that’s not life. That’s not really how it works. It’s not always over just because you argue. But that was always my mindset, and it kept me down.
Honestly, I think it got so bad that I started letting people do whatever they wanted, just because I was scared that if we argued, it would be over. But I’m learning—at my old age, a ripe, about-to-be 50-year-old woman—that just because you argue doesn’t mean it’s over. And nothing is perfect, no matter how hard you try.
More soon. Talk to you, friend.
— Camille